Sick again just had to jot this down because I'm sitting here and I feel more peaceful than I have in a month.

Weird that being sick is making me feel better. I'm just too tired and wore out to feel anything. My head feels like a balloon that has way too much air in it. It's giving everything a surreal dreamy quality. Can't breath so I'm not talking just listening to the sounds of the building. Almost like it's talking to me like an old friend. Throat is on fire. Now that one is just irritating. Keep swallowing small bits of ice to numb it.

Called the night manager inside the main store and he's bringing me out Dayquil, vicks cough drops, and something to numb my throat. He's a gem at work but according to his wife he's a pip at home. Hopefully medicine will keep me going until I can go to doc in morning. Only bad thing is I know she'll put me off work and I'm running out of sick days.

just had to note that it's strange I had to feel worse to feel better:p:o:rolleyes: