Had a great trip but now that I am back I am also back to feeling the same bad stuff. I skipped a couple doses of meds while traveling which may have something to do with it. But the meds don't seem to help so much lately, just make me sleep 10 hours/night. Still have Jekyll/Hyde thing going on where things like getting drunk make perfect sense at the time and then in retrospect it seems a horrible thing to have done.

On the bright side, at least I am sleeping at night. Music helps too, but not with the problem of finding a job for after I graduate in May.