Hi, Im new here and I don't know to much about your story but makes me happy to read that you are trying so hard to start a new life and that even not easy you are there and for those of us that think it is impossible to start you story makes me think one day I will be able to cross that line and start living a new life.

Nothing's impossible, Manuela.

Of course, lots of things are hard. :-)

I wouldn't have been able to do anything if I hadn't asked for help. Both therapy (in the past) and from my family, in the present.

One of the biggest problems is that depression has a way of changing the way a person looks at the world. Without feedback from supportive other people to change those fixed ideas, it can be very hard even to imagine a better life. Lots of friends, even though they're trying to help, don't know how to do this. That's where a therapist can be a big help.

It's a place to start, anyway.