I'm sorry for your pain, Waiting. Regardless of the outcome of your relationship or this trial, you get to keep the love you reached. It is a part of you. You get to take it with you, whether it is to the next phase of this relationship or if it is to another relationship. You have found that you are capable of love. I'm sorry so much seems uncertain for you right now.

Thanks,

It is not so much that it may end, I don;t think it will, but even if so I am very glad t have had it including all of the repercussions. It is more the not knowing and being unable to confirm anything.

I am pretty sure it is her emotional state with all that is going on and her emotional subduing and all is well, byt this is what anxiety does,

Take care of you, Waiting. I hope this resolves soon so you both can go on with your lives

Thanks, I hope so too. I am just afraid that this whole thing is going to irrevocably ruin this relationship.

I will try to stay positive. Thanks again.