felt better. normally this is not a good thing for me to do. Maybe because this was for a school thing and we had that in common to talk about. Normally all I think is academic anyway, which tends to go over like a lead balloon at happy hour.

I was all tense from interview for a job today, think it went ok but I still could have made a better showing. the point is that going to socialize helped me calm down. And I didn't drink because I was on my own to get home. Double edged sword, feels good to not drink but can't blame the asinine things I said on the booze. Hopefully no one will remember anyway.

Very specific craving for menthol cigarettes today. That's not what I smoked before I quit. Trying not to smoke but it's so hard right now. Maybe exercise more would help.