I did to find out who I am and what my place in society is. As I peered into my pupils I thought about my entire past. My place isn't to be friends with anyone. My place isn't to have a so-called normal life. My place in society is to be violent. I was bred, born, and raised to be violent. Desensitized by violence in the home and on tv beginning at the toddler stage. I'm comfortable in a violent environment. I don't excel at much but I do when it comes to violence, glorious violence.
At least I'm not a hypocrite by pretending to be something I'm clearly not.