:eek:Yesterday I saw my Pdoc. He had the results from my recent bloodwork. He said he is very concerned because my kidney function is less than half of what it should be. Plus my creatinine level is too high which means something is going on with my kidneys--something is actively causing their destruction.

I'm only 57 so this is very serious. This news coupled with the bipolar is eating me up. The meds aren't going to help my kidneys any--especially the Lithium.

I am totally bummed out, on the verge of a good cry and I want to hole up in my room and sleep my life away.

I'm so tired. Two steps forward and 5 steps back. I don't know what to do at this point.:eek: