Guy Out There Posted July 17, 2010 Report Share Posted July 17, 2010 It's not a good sign that someone so new to this forum has to post so urgently but there have been some events today that have just caused me to reach the end of my threashold.If you didn't know already i suffer a condition called mythomania, it means i lie all the time and manipulate everybody around me without realising it and it often leads to negative consequences which it has done once again today, this time though i really can't take it.I told a series of lies to a number of people without realising that i was lying till about half way through, rather than admit i'd been lying i just carried on with the story and to cut short i got 3 colleagues arrested.I hate myself, i can't take it, i just can't face the punishment, i can take hurt to myself but to get 3 people arrested, i know they will be free without charge because they are innocent but i am not, i need to die so i can hurt no more.I don't know why i'm even posting here, i guess because writing is the only way i can guarentee the truth and because truthfully deep down i don't want to go but i couldn't face prison, i'd be served punishment far worse the the pain of death.My death would not go unnoticed but people wouldn't care, nobody cares about me and that leaves me with no reason to be here, what other options do i have? Therapy doesn't work for me, read my first post on the forum if you don't believe me! Also if i call a hospital i'll be sectioned (UK) and that has all sorts of hidden consequences that would ruin any chance of a life after recovery.All goodbyes for a stranger are welcome, also advice is welcome but i doubt you'll have any other than 'good luck in the next life Jack'. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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