Anguished Posted August 16, 2010 Report Share Posted August 16, 2010 Something amazing happened this weekend.I allowed a woman to see me completely naked.May not sound like much, but I’m looking back right now, and I know it’s been at least 4 years since I’ve been comfortable enough to let anyone that close.I’m celebrating this victory like I just won the Superbowl.Incredibly, she doesn’t give a damn about my body issues. Know what she does care about? Drum roll, please…………….Her own body issues!Wow, how about that? Are we not the only ones that experience self-doubt and insecurity?With her, she’s concerned about the shape and size of her breasts. She thinks they are too small and shaped abnormally. I bet she felt a little more at ease after I popped her blouse off and buried my face in her tits for 2 hours.We strangely just connected instantly. After drinking, flirting, kissing and talking for several hours, we came to the point in the night where if something was going to happen, it would have to happen then. And I mean the big S-E-X, intercourse, my one biggest phobia.I pulled back. Told her I didn’t want to. She asked why not, and at the time I was too uninhibited to tell a lie. I told her I was insecure about my little, dinky penis. She didn’t believe me……I didn’t care at that point. So I proved it. I stripped to my bare ass right in front of her.And she was fine. Total non-issue for her.Just like her breasts were for me.We didn’t have conventional sex, but we did trade some oral favors. And it was great.I might not be able to knock boots as well as a foot-long Casanova, but on that night, I gave her everything that she needed from a man.And I realized something. She’s been hurt before too. She’s faced humiliation, embarrassment, self-doubt, ridicule, ect.Some of it real, some of it imagined. Sound familiar?The point: I made her feel beautiful, and that changed the way she felt about herself and about me.The truth: We both know the score.She isn’t perfect, and neither am I. But when you’re alone and caressing one another, nothing could be less significant.Thank you to the members that frequent this forum. I don’t think this night would have happened without the compassion and support I’ve received here. Thanks to you all.(Not So)Anguished Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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