CielObscur Posted September 21, 2010 Report Share Posted September 21, 2010 It's not just the fact that I look at gay porn, though that does make me doubt myself. I'm 20 and I've never been in a relationship. During the past year or so, I've kind of thought that I'd rather be the one "taken care of" in a relationship, and for that the other party would have to be a guy. Sounds ridiculous when I say it and I'm sure people will correct me but that's how I feel. Also when I think back, I've never really felt anything for a girl. But then again when I think of being with another guy it's just too weird. On top of all that, though I disgust myself when I do so and immediately change my train of thought, I seem to enjoy looking at pre-teens, of either sex. I've never looked up CP, and as far as I know I've never actually fantasized about doing anything with a kid. Is it normal to be this confused about one's sexuality? And before you tell me to talk to my therapist about this last part, there is NO WAY IN HELL I'm going to do that. I have talked about the first part though.I've tried to avoid even thinking about the pedo thing, now it's out there. Damn. I'm hideous. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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