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CielObscur Posted September 22, 2010 Report Share Posted September 22, 2010 John, I too was once passionate about music and have now stopped playing. I played piano for 9 years, lots of classical but a lot more jazz towards the end. Unlike you, I don't know why I don't have any desire to play anymore, and as I am new here, I don't know what you're referring to when you mention the way you left last time, but I'm sure no one would want to see you go. Maybe it's selfish of me, but if I knew more about you maybe I could figure out what's keeping me from playing and get back into it again. I've never been in a relationship so I can't say I understand where you're at, but hell, maybe it could work both ways. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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CielObscur Posted September 22, 2010 Report Share Posted September 22, 2010 I've just listened all the way through both songs. If they're not finished, I'd love to hear the finished cut. I've tried to write songs a couple times, but it's always forced and I'm dissatisfied with it before I even finish the first line. Sometimes a really neat tune will run through my head in a dream, but I can't remember it when I wake up. So I have lots of admiration for people who can stick with it and make a good song. It's too bad your videos don't have many views, I'm sure there are lots of people who would enjoy them. I'm sorry your works hold nothing but sorrow for you now, but don't forget about the rest of us! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
danni Posted September 22, 2010 Report Share Posted September 22, 2010 Hi John,I'm sorry things didn't work out like you hoped. My heart hurts for you. Just wanted you to know that I care and wish you peace. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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CielObscur Posted September 22, 2010 Report Share Posted September 22, 2010 By saying stuff like that, you're just hurting people more Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Endlessnight Posted September 22, 2010 Report Share Posted September 22, 2010 John i'm sorry you are feeling the way you are right now and I wish there was something I could say to help you, but instead of words...(((((hugs)))))) to you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
IrmaJean Posted September 22, 2010 Report Share Posted September 22, 2010 John, perhaps in your most recent realizations you can begin to truly work with your therapist and face this. Try making it about you. I hope you decide to remain in therapy and keep fighting. Take care. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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Sweetsara Posted September 23, 2010 Report Share Posted September 23, 2010 I'm not really familar with what you've been through but I'm truly sorry u have so much pain right now. Not being able to trust is a very lonely agonizing place to be and I just wanted to say I'm sorry and I truly believe it will get better.Kate Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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Sweetsara Posted September 23, 2010 Report Share Posted September 23, 2010 Small world I'm sitting at work crying like a baby after writing my blog. Honey let me tell u I know all about a heart being smashed mashed mauled stomped on gutted and then ran over I really do. U just scrape up the pieces hope u got them all and start over again and again it never hurts any less but u find ways to deal with it. I have to believe it has to get better because how does it get worse? Still having the will to fight means everything Good luckKate Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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Sweetsara Posted September 23, 2010 Report Share Posted September 23, 2010 I know I really do I'm tired right now myself not just tired but soul burnt does that make sense? But I also know this too shall pass and I will shake it off and try again. If I could share some of my own resilience with u and pass u some strength I would. I wish I knew how because I've been down so far I didn't think I'd ever get back up but somehow I did. I hope u find the your way back up. And know this if your tired rest recoup recover but then get back up and go on. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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