SongBird Posted November 21, 2010 Report Share Posted November 21, 2010 I hate titles. Weird for a writer, but true.I just feel so numb lately. Everything takes effort, and nothing seems to be worth the cost. I keep crying. I hate crying. I thought that I'd recovered from the shock of discovering that one of my best friends is dying (I found out late summer), but I guess I was wrong. I already stuggle with depression--this isn't helping. At all. I'm just so stressed and tired lately. I'm scaring my best friend--Apperently I've lost weight, and my mood's all over the place. I know that I haven't really been hungry lately (I make myself eat at least a little), and I feel just. . .dead. My heart aches. I'm stressed, and I don't even know I'm stressed until I start crying and I don't know why. I haven't been sleeping, and, when I do, my dreams are uneasy and frightening. Little things set me off, like music, or watching Hamlet (No joke. I almost had a breakdown during the cheeziest death scene I've ever watched.). I haven't felt this depressed in years, and I hate it. Nothing helps. Nothing. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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