Ob1one Posted November 26, 2010 Report Share Posted November 26, 2010 Hi everyone I had a dream lately that really screwed me up. It was a dream where I had extremely intimate "fun" time with a woman that in the dream I sincerely loved. And I am somewhat a believer in dreams can sometimes tell you how you would react in certain situations. This dream showed me that is I was really in love with someone, I would not be able to stop myself from having /cough with her if the moment arised. (Not a pun)It take this as majorly God using this dream (though he probably didn't give it to me) to prove to me that I am not ready for a real relationship. Right now at the age of 18 there is nothing I want more but now at least I understand why.The problem is recently my sex and pleasure drive has spiked about 100% and I have no idea why. At the same I am trying to fully break the habit of having fun with myself. Trying to break that habit is tearing me to pieces though if I truly want a relationship... "Nothing in this world that is worth having comes easy." But I do not know how I came break the habit, I've tried before, the only motivation keeping me in tact right now is the fact that God is with me during it.Still I would like to talk to people about it. I'm eighteen so I thought that my sex drives would probably be even going down not going up. I'm becoming more mature each day but instead of realizing I'm not ready for a girlfriend and moving on, I want one more than ever in my entire life. I want someone I can get intimate with without sex. I want a God blessed relationship, and I need to work on myself before I can have this girl meant for me revealed.So in the end here is my question. A: Why is my sex drive so far in overdrive right now? B: What can I do to stop it, and stop myself from having "fun" with myself. and C: Any good testimonies from people who went through the same thing so that I know I am not alone here? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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