ilovemusic Posted January 22, 2011 Report Share Posted January 22, 2011 I really don't know what to say here. In the past two months, I've went from having suicidal thoughts and getting happy again. When I got happy, I had friends make fun of me and I hardly consider them friends anymore. After 13 months, me and my girlfriend just can't make it work. People at school yell at me and it only gets worse when I get more down.I was just at a little gathering and people asked what was wrong. When I told them, none of them said another word to me so, I said "I've got to get the hell outta here. I'm depressed as hell and nobody gives a shit," and I was right. Nobody followed to help me. Not even my girlfriend who was there. Nor did any of the people there who I consider close friends. I get paranoid when writing about this sort of thing on the computer, because I'm scared that it's only one more thing people can use against me. If anyone is in the house, I freak out on them if they ask what's wrong because I feel so...weak when my parents ask me. I'm scared to talk about it, but I'm begging everyone for help in non-direct, and sometimes fearfully violent ways! :'( Please help! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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