sadgreeneyes Posted April 7, 2011 Report Share Posted April 7, 2011 I am still sitting alone here in the dark. I havent done anything in 3 days, just crying. My shirt is full of make up from my eyes washed away with my tears. I am not eating nearly. I dont go out to the shop even I have too.I am aching so in my chest, feel I will die of heart sorrow. I am afraid I am going to die. I start wish I was dead soon, I am scared I cant take the pain anymore. I dont hear from my husband all day.I thought maybe I will die of heart sorrow, but I should have had some make up on. My grandfather had cancer but they said he died of heart sorrow, his wife, my grandmother, died 4 months before him, he was grieving so much, they had spent their whole life together. They were both 86 when they died.He had written a love poem to her that they would spend eternity together in heaven. I have it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
IrmaJean Posted April 7, 2011 Report Share Posted April 7, 2011 SGE, I'm not certain where you might be located, but is there any way for you to go and get some help for yourself? You can break free of this, as impossible as it may seem right now. I'm sorry you're hurting. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sadgreeneyes Posted April 7, 2011 Author Report Share Posted April 7, 2011 I am in norway. I can call hospital, maybe I do that if I dont hear from him. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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