Leo1954 Posted June 8, 2011 Report Share Posted June 8, 2011 Posted my first blog last nite. I'm just having a very diffucult time for some reason and this might definitely sound stupid or weird I know I don't have much longer to be here. It's a feeling that I never have had [besides what I did before] My daughter also wants to contact her dad for some reason he isn't calling her. I want to call the police dept. to get him to call he has to know now he has got to help. I can't explain it, maybe I am struggling to deal with everything by myself. I start therapy with a new therapist tomorrow. She seems to me to be very helpful. I'm also having panic attacks so bad it feels like I'm suffocating I thought it was my asthma acting up but rite now I'm feeling this way but, 15minutes ago I was fine well not feeling like I do now. I guess I'm just getting all my ducks in a row. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest SomethingOrOther Posted June 9, 2011 Report Share Posted June 9, 2011 Hi Leo,have you been able to calm down a bit? I hope the panic attacks are over and that you can find some support with your new therapist. Have you seen her yet? Take care. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mscat Posted June 9, 2011 Report Share Posted June 9, 2011 I hope your feeling better today. Sounds like you found a great therapist to hep you sort out things. I am sorry things are so difficult for you right now. Hang in there for the sake of your daughter. Many times, I have had to do this for the sake of my son, even though things are not going well for me emotionally. I wanted to give up too and not deal with anything anymore. But, I remember my son and that I really am the only one for him . That is what keeps me going despite the fact that I am falling apart. I hope you will come back to this thread and let us know how things are going. mscat Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Leo1954 Posted June 10, 2011 Author Report Share Posted June 10, 2011 I did see my new therapist I'm very pleased with my feelings toward finally getting a therapist to know me and help me. She wants me to get a disability worker for myself & my daughter. I didn't know I could get somebody for myself yes for my daughter maybe but me? She said with me being the way I am I need some help for myself also. She is very angry with the Dr. I just left she couldn't believe a practice that the Dr. & therapist don't coincide with each other. She definitely knows my meds. that I'm on now don't work. I have never had them changed because the other Dr. just left them guess she didn't care she is the one that said she had to much of a case load! I'm still leary but I'm going slow until trust builds up in me where I can trust another the last practice that I had from the beginning told my husband all I was saying in therapy I didn't find out till last yr. This happened in 2005-2008. Maybe that is also why we split up some of that anyway. The only thing I'm scared of is will if I do get a disability worker how & if she will get to much into what is going on in my household I do like to keep some things private. Also the therapist will also talk to her to explain why she thinks I need help. HmmHmm! Does anybody know or how should I aproach this. This is definitely a new thing to let someone on the outside in! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest SomethingOrOther Posted June 10, 2011 Report Share Posted June 10, 2011 That sounds good that you get more support for you and your daughter. I don't know how to manage your privacy in this, but I hope you find a good way to benefit from the extra help. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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