wolf420 Posted October 4, 2011 Report Share Posted October 4, 2011 Hi guys, its been some time since i was last here. I have been in the same lonely, depressed state for almost 5 years now, with very few weeks/days that i thought were good. I can feel my life plummeting to the ground, im isolating myself more than and other time of my life. Ive been distancing all my friends, my family, even lost my job because i could not keep going in and having EVERYBODY( and i mean everybody) looking at me, then laughing, then holding their index finger and thumb up about an inch as if they were sizing my penis up.There is this one girl i have known for bout 3 years, that i feel like she is one of those few that come along in ones life, but despite my deepest feelings for this girl, she wants nothing to do with me. I guess what im saying is that i am sick of feeling depressed, and tired of looking towards the future when it has nothing in store for me, but more emptiness. This has truly devastated my life. I do not know what i did (in this life or another) to deserve this God forsaken curse, and now im jsut wishing someone will come and take it all away. REally need some words of wisdom. This car has already been broken down and im ready to scrap it. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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