I wish it was monday

[eppursimuove]

My mom has schizophrenia and she is also bipolar, she has always seem to manage it well and take care of her self, but these year has not been good and the past months worst, She lyes about taking her medication i ussualy control her but im not always at home I have a shop and also have to deal with my addictions and problems, we have to fight to go to the doctor its pretty much like living with John Nash imaginary phone calls, paranoid, etc. There was one time that she dindt even know I was her son. I just hate this week, I wish it was monday already.

I almost hit her a few days ago, I got so much stress and i get so depressed I also feel like I explote in anger and just whanted to kill her, its not the first time these happends i have 2 youngers brothers than dont help at all one day I was looking at them laughing and playing video games and i just whanted to breake them, the computer and everything in my way, aftar that i just seated on a chair an cry, then I took for a walk.

Ive been angry like these to other ppl but never to my family but now it seems i cant hold back to no one.

At the end i just feel so sad, so bad, sometimes I dont know what to do. I feel like it would be much easier to not have a family at all, i dont know.

[Guest ASchwartz]

Epp,

This forum is reserved for new members. It is now time for you to post in the other forums. There are many to choose from and you are welcome to use them. Please post in any of the others so that new people can enter the community.

Thanks,

Allan

[eppursimuove]

Im sorry ASchwartz but it dosent let me post anywhere else.

[IrmaJean]

I'm going to move your thread to General Support and let's see if you can post there.

[IrmaJean]

Try signing in and out again and see if that helps. Let one of us know if you're still having difficulties with this.

[eppursimuove]

thanks IrmaJean, logged in and out a couple of times until it worked.