eppursimuove Posted December 2, 2011 Report Posted December 2, 2011 yea 1 of december bro so this means i havent used druggs in 1 month i know its not over the worst always comes latter but i think ill make this time, Also havent drink in 6 months. So i just have to live day by day.
smallstar Posted December 2, 2011 Report Posted December 2, 2011 congrats on one month. That is not easy to do by any means. Wondering how you did it? I can't seem to get more than one day clean in these days. Going to try again Saturday.
eppursimuove Posted December 2, 2011 Author Report Posted December 2, 2011 I just whant a better life, i whant to be me talking not some subtance, all of my life ive doing everything they told me not do and it has been a crappy life, so now im doing the oposite of what i use to do in the past.I can see clear the rain is gone. I dont know how u live ur life but if u dont like it u have the chance to change it.
Jenna520 Posted December 2, 2011 Report Posted December 2, 2011 congratulations. Hang in there and before you know it, it'll be six months clean. Thoughts and prayers are with you at this time. Proud of you for staying sober.
eppursimuove Posted December 2, 2011 Author Report Posted December 2, 2011 I need a year my last record is 7 months clean, a new record sould be a life time clean.step by step.
smallstar Posted December 2, 2011 Report Posted December 2, 2011 I just whant a better life, i whant to be me talking not some subtance, all of my life ive doing everything they told me not do and it has been a crappy life, so now im doing the oposite of what i use to do in the past.I can see clear the rain is gone. I dont know how u live ur life but if u dont like it u have the chance to change it.well, congrats to you on managing to stay clean. I hope you manage to stay that way. To me it's just not that simple as wanting to change. Obviously I want to change, I am working on it. Not as easy as you seem to be suggesting.
eppursimuove Posted December 2, 2011 Author Report Posted December 2, 2011 its not a matter of change, it is of determination, will, and the desire to feel good to be better, for me, for my family and maybe someday for someone else.I know its not easy, and im just telling u my reasons those are mine ur reasons u have to find them ur self. Look at U, ur surroindings and im sure u will find something thats worth a change, a change to what ever u like free of the slavery of that substance that torment us.
smallstar Posted December 2, 2011 Report Posted December 2, 2011 Yeah, I guess what I'm saying is that I do have reasons, many reasons, and I keep trying and trying but I just can't get it right. It's ok, I was just curious when I read your thread about how you managed to stop and last for a month. Anyway, thank you and good luck.
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