friends pros and cons?

[DarknessRules]

i need to talk about this... pros and cons of friendship... is it really worth it?

[SweetSue]

friendships to me are always worth it, even if some dont work out the way i want them too.

i havnt many friends but those that i do have, i truely apprieciate and wouldnt be without.

[DarknessRules]

there are good if not great friends out there. people who are well worth it. but there are lots of people out there who arnt. like my former best friend for instance. there are great friends and friends that you think are great at the time. so we should look at the pros and cons and see what we come up with. ill try to come up with a list when im a little less upset.

[SweetSue]

sorry your upset DarknessRules

i will also try and come up with a list later when my brain is working properly - at the moment its all over the place

i hope that your hurt eases

take care

[DarknessRules]

you know its strange. i feel great. better then i have in what seems like ages. it could be a defense meconism to prevent exessive pain. idk. its a nice break though. its like i know im upset but i just dont feel it. i dont understand what im going through.

[SweetSue]

sometimes i numb out - the hurt is still there but it no longer matters. and i can sleep soundly and not feel a damn thing. maybe your experiencing some kind of numbing?

im glad your feeling great and are having a break from your hurt

take care