Ernold Same Posted March 14, 2012 Report Share Posted March 14, 2012 I just can't go on anymore.There's absolutely nothing and nobody that makes me want to go any further with my life.I hate everything I used to enjoy. I hate myself.I realized I never liked being alive. It's always been a struggle for me. I wish I was never born.I see life as a punishment. I must have done something terrible in a past life and now I'm paying for it.It's cool if there are people out there who enjoy being alive, I'll just never be one of them.I tried to get better. I contacted a psychologist and we met for the first time last week and I could tell she wasn't going to be able to help me. It's not her fault though.I want to get drunk and jump off a bridge (can't do it sober).I feel so stupid for putting up with all this shit for so long, and for what? Nothing! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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