medlem Posted April 29, 2012 Report Share Posted April 29, 2012 (edited) MRI (magnetic resonanse imagining) can help diagnosing bipolar disorders. I definitely want to do that.And i need results. I was wondering when could be the level of mania highest..? It must be high so that something showsIn my case when i'm manic my mind and everything is extremely irritated, i feel great flow of energy inside me, and i just want to crush something. To throw, break something so badly. But then again - if i do, then from all my heart, all my power, just smash and break down everything. I'm angry and SO irritated. Instead of actually doing that, usually i turn on loud music on my headphones and i listen to very dinamic, club music and i just get lost in it.I turn my energy in to another way. After listening to this kind of music i change it into some deep and personal peace. It makes me feel so wise, deep and strong, cristal clear. This feeling that i know everything and the moment when things get so clear make me feel calm and pretty good.So i'm wondering when the level of mania is highest.. When i actually DO what i feel (jelling at ppl, being sarcastic, being angry about something, actually breaking something down or simply going crazy) or when i feel all that and i TRY to don't express it, keep it inside me.?What is your experience like?I want better results that my manic depression will be obvious for my doctor. I have it, i know, my nearest knows. But it's hard to prove that to doctors, they usually don't want to make diagnosis.Have anyone done MRI? Was it helpful? Edited April 29, 2012 by medlem the title Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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