confusedboy16 Posted May 5, 2012 Report Share Posted May 5, 2012 I kind of just have to post this to get it out of my system. I'm feeling very weird tonight. Not really depressed or too obsessive. I'm just thinking about what's lead me to where I am! I've thought about my life and feelings (but not in a pessimistic way). I've thought about how I can change the way I think, and embrace myself. I've realised I need to stop blaming the world, and look inside myself. As I'm feeling very numb at the moment I can;t really work much out, I just need a good cry, though I feel the medication I am on is preventing that from happening, which makes me want to stop taking it. I'd rather be depressed and able to feel, than numb! To understand the way I feel now, and who I am do I need to look back on my past, and question things? Or do I just move on. Moving on is hard when you don't see a clear path.My overall mood at the moment is just wishing for sunshine and happiness. Wishing to stop worrying about everything, and just live! I know the sun is there, it's just some days it doesn't come out - most days it doesn't come out! I guess I've found my answer, what I really need to work on is being happy! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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