I know, it's nothing new I am going to tell you. I am stuck. For 5 days now I do nothing for my thesis. Just refuse to work once again. The summer is here, I can smell it and though this is the perfect scene for me, I do nothing.
Yesterday we had to go for a coffee with the band, to talk about band issues. So, I was alert all day. Didn't read, just told myself I haven't got time-which is a lie. Then I was in my appointment only to realize that the only person that brought her papers with the songs was me and the issues brought up had not given any specific result, so all the fuss was to go for a coffee!!!
I don't blame them. If I wanted not to lose my time, I'd have studied all the rest day. And the next one, which is today. But I did nothing.
I have even spoken to my thesis teacher and she expects my thesis next week but I do nothing.
I am not serious, really, I am not a serious person. I have to sit down and finish it.
Is it possible, that my obstacle is not really my thesis? I mean, I had decided to start searching for a job after finishing my thesis. Is it possible that I am not finishing it cause I am too afraid to get out and deal with the interviews?
Anyway, let's forget the interviews, let's say I will do it on September-after all May is almost over and schools will be closed by the end of May, so I won't manage to sent them my CV.
So leaving this worry out... how am I supposed to make myself start working again and finish the damn thesis??????????