:mad: ok, so things were starting to look up and for 2 days i hadnt cried which is a major acheivement for me.

So i decided to take myself shopping for some retail therapy.

I knew my oddly 'fine' mood had to change and so it did, got pulled over for speeding and getting fined £60! so angry now

Nothing like thats ever happened to me, so of course its gonna happen at a time when im really not needing it, so now im fed up and angry all over again :mad: