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redgirl

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I feel a little calmer than yesterday, but the anger is there still. The loneliness is there too, as usual, I don't think that will ever change unless I can learn how to connect with other people, or even to care about other people. At least I've got the pets.

I realized that going back on the birth control has caused me to gain some weight, not a lot yet but enough to make me aware of it. I know it's there, I can see and feel it, hoping this doesn't start something I can't control (either way). Also hoping it doesn't affect my moods again because being on birth control and bipolar might prove to be too much to handle again.

I cringed when one of my preschoolers hugged me, I almost started to cry. I knew it would be hard going back to working after being on disability (for psych issues) for so long, but not this hard. I'm worried I won't be able to handle it.

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Just a thought ...

You care about other people already, otherwise you wouldn't cringe, or want to cry about cringing.

Do you have access to the reasons why you might have pulled away from a preschooler?

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Just a thought ...

You care about other people already' date=' otherwise you wouldn't cringe, or want to cry about cringing.

Do you have access to the reasons why you might have pulled away from a preschooler?[/quote']

I'm scared of being touched and although that usually only pertains to adults, lately it's gotten worse.

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You're not the only one, judging by the recent thread about physical contact. Well, and I know a few people personally, who share your concern.

I wasn't trying to pry; you'll tell us in your own time. Just offering to listen.

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