Last night took only 75mg of SQ and maybe a little half mg of Xanax from an old prescription to help sleep. Holy crap was that overkill. I probably didn't really need anything to sleep.

Morning was groggy but I felt more... alive for lack of a better way to put it. Integrating concepts seemed easier than before starting the SQ and my emotions felt like real experiences rather than detached evaluations. That didn't last.

By about 2 PM started feeling shaky around fine motor control as if movements were under control, but exaggerated. Now my emotions have flattened again and I feel almost entirely detached. Going to throw myself into work to see if accomplishing something will help.