Why should we care not everybody but, I am one of them I am so tired of pain family really my daughter. Then to hear people just dying so innnocent. I'm not sure if I'm angry or sick of being here if I had one thing to bring back I would of never had children. Not that I don't love them but, you can't love something you never had. I see my new therapist & psych this Thurs. the 7th it's going to be interesting especially when I say I want out of this state she already knows that I have said it and she has told me if there is a will there's a way. I would really just like to give me and my daughter a new start in life she deserves it and now I realize so do I. I have never had a life without taking care of somebody that is why I say I haven't no time for myself not to go anywhere just be by myself. For once in my life at least before I die I would enjoy having a life even if it means having my daughter with me. With what she has been through & still going to have to go through the rest of her life she would like to be happy and stay away from Drs. for a while we want out like yesterday and like now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!