Im sorry things are so harsh Leo

How comes your appointment with the therapist was so short ?

If ya need to vent - go for it, sometimes it helps a little.

Were listening, and we do care

Leo, I am sorry to hear that you are in so much pain. I wish our words of understanding were enough to simply help it go away. I know that they aren't. Please do take care of YOU.

I was suppose to see her at 10:30 she was still in with a patient until the time she came out and got me didn't say why no nothing. So I'm thinking of calling her today and say to her what I feel she either likes it or don't how can you tell somebody what to do if you don't even know the person what is wrong with the person. So we shall see!!!!!!!!!!

Its annoying when your appointments get delayed, and then they dont even appologise for holding you up. Id be pissed too.

Maybe calling the therapist is a good idea, but might be best till, you have thought out what you want to say first.

Yeah I better wait to call her Monday because as angry & depressed as I am I don't know what I would say nice or not. Better off to cool down which I'm pretty pissed off so who knows when that will be

Is there anything we can do to help you calm down a little ?

I at this time can just read what you are saying now if I can let things just go it would be nice but, that isn't going to happen. There is only so much anymore I can take. That's why it's hard and I mean very hard right now for me to handle disappointment anymore had to much in my life and see no end to it. So why try anymore?????????

Why try anymore ?????????

Coz ya dont want the bastards that have made your life hell over the years to win ?

Coz somewhere inside of you - you just know your not capable of giving up ?

Coz for no other reason than things can get better - if not today then maybe tomorrow ?

Coz, your a kind hearted person that has had more than yer fair whack of troubles, and maybe just maybe your luck could be changing ?

Coz - why the hell not keep trying, and show life its wasting its time in tryna push you down. Coz your gonna keep getting right on back up again - each time a little stronger than the last, an eventually life wont be able to push you down.

Coz, well because, in your heart you know your having a rough time, and times can and do change, and one day its gonna be easier for you.

I think that'll do for now

Though feel free to ignore what Ive said, I usually do when I say those things to myself

please take care