Hi Solstice,

Hun, Im so sorry - I understand :(

Its so bloody damn un-fair that you have to watch what you say coz of fear of how emotional your Therapist gets.

Psychiatric hospital can be useful - for those that can heal in that sort of environment, sometimes though it can make things worse - not always, just sometimes.

You are Grown-up - sheeze your holding down a full time job, finacially supporting your husband and household. You dont get more grown up than that hun. Yeah obviously your hurting and have a lot of emotional stuff to work through, its hard for you. Maybe if people understood all you had to deal with they would be a little more considerate of your feelings, and try an show a little more understanding. That in itself would probably help you loads.

hmmm, sorry, I kinda get really P'd when Therapists dont LISTEN to what your trying to say and just suggest 'a break' in hospital. Hospital is NO place to rest. And if you had that sort of money spare Im sure you'd go on holiday

Ooops sorry if Ive said anything I shoulnt of done. Kinda not long been out of a meeting with my Therapist - I need to go calm down myself

Wheres that chocolate ???? ...............

For you .......................

Hope they can bring a little smile your way - even if only momentarily

Thanks for understanding, Sue. I don't feel much like anyone else does. My husband doesn't understand why I can't just stop over-reacting to my emotions every ten seconds, and my therapist doesn't understand why I don't just accept that I do that and...well, that's about it for people in my life I can talk to. So it's nice to hear someone tell me they get where I'm coming from.

And yeah, I'm a grown up, but I sure don't act like one. :eek:

More important, how are you?? Heard your therapist said he'd come back and see you. Did he? Was he more useful this time (fingers crossed)?

Chocolate...that's the answer. Have a huge bag under my desk, but its' not Cadbury's.

Ooooooo - look ..... special delivery for Solstice

Incoming, hope it fits under your desk !!!......................

Your an adult and mature in all the ways that matter - being a grown up however is over rated - I refuse to grow up - till Ive had a LOT of fun

I have a sudden urge to lick my computer screen. Hey, people around here already think I'm odd. Why not confirm their thoughts??

Your not odd - your unique - its a pity there wasnt a lot more unique people around, then us unique people would fit in

Yeah right - who wants to be like everyone else - that would be boring !!!!

I say go for it - if nothing else it will give the people who have to watch the security cameras for a living, a good laugh, and brighten there otherwise boring day

Ok so now Im curious - did ya manage to avoid the temptation of licking yer computer screen

Hows your day going at work - it must be nearly over now ?

sorry your therapy is frustrating....i have no words of advice...but wishing you well, regardless.

take care

Hi Sue...I did manage to restrain myself from licking the computer, though I feel the urge returning. And my day at work, continuing into today, was funny and horrible at the same time. Might write a blog on it. Sometimes my life is awfully surreal. :confused:

Pseud, thanks for the kind words. Since I now have an idea of what you were going through last night when you wrote them, it means all the more to me that you took the time.

Hey - now that is self restraint !!!!!

Ohhhh, I look forward to reading your new blog entry then

Patience seriously Im really really good at - you'll be pleased to here

Is yer new blog entry wrote yet ?

How about now

Wow...you're as patient as I am.

Don't know if I'll get the blog done today...work is driving me crazy. Plus, I should probably wait for the full fallout of what I've done before writing about it (how's that for a tease?).

Yeah patience is a virtue - and obviously we have it

Oooohhh - thats a good tease

Hope your okay - gosh you havnt caught me of my hypers have ya - and done something as daft as what I do at times ? :eek:

I don't know yet whether I did something daft or brilliant. Short story is that I basically snapped and refused to suck up to the most abusive person in the company after I'd been told I needed to do that to get a promotion (long story is more interesting, but I figured I could not tease forever, especially if I'm not going to blog about it today ). Guess time will tell whether I just lost my job and don't know it yet. :eek:

How are you doing today? Hopefully at least a little less angry? Though I stand by my belief that you had/have every right to be angry.

Oh well good for you !!!!!!

I hate it when someone thinks its ok to suck up to anyone - especially a big mouthed bully !!!!!!

Hope it made you feel good about yourself to stick up for your self values - I am extremely proud of you !!!

[hope your job is safe - i will keep my fingers crossed]