Panic! not at the disco
Had another panic attack tonight. Seems to be related to too much drinking. I had 8 last night. The first one was following a night long vodka binge and the second one was following 7 drinks after three nights in a row of 4-5 hours sleep. I thought the sleep deprivation and dehydration were the problem but it seems to be too much booze.
Fuck this, I'm going to see a doctor. No insurance but hopefully urgent care will be okay. Don't know what to do though if doc/RN says he can't help me. I really, really, hate these episodes because every time it feels like I'm going to die. Literally. Then my survival instinct comes in and says nooooo I don't wanna die oh no no no no. I pop some benzos that were prescribed to me and I feel a little better when they kick in but still a little worse for wear. Well, here's hoping that I will have some good news to report from urgent care clinic tomorrow.
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