Finally made it, provided I don't drink tonight. Original goal achieved. Much harder than I thought it would be. Ambivalent about staying sober. Kind of want to take a break, but unsure where that would lead. Also want to see how long I can stretch this out. Can I make it 35 days? 40? 60? It feels good to accomplish a feat of self discipline. OTOH it is hard to have a social life and avoid those environments where others are drinking and where I used to drink. During the day it's better, but at night it gets difficult. Yet if I give in now how long will that "break" be?

I don't think I'm capable of moderating. I don't drink to drink moderately. I drink to get blasted. I guess I could always take a break later. Using my procrastination to fight addiction. It could be worse :cool: