I'm trying to have a social life by hanging out with a few friends instead of isolating at home. For the most part this is going OK. During the whole time though, I feel like I'm under this invisible cloud that is constantly warning me something bad is going to happen or I'm going to do something wrong.

I feel more morally supported when I spend time with others. It is easy for me to slip into bad behavior when I isolate. When people are around I kind of want to be a better person in order to be a better person to be around and doing the right thing seems more natural and the choices I should make are more clear.