I can feel depression trying to take over, but it is not going to. Meds have put a floor on my emotions so that the waves only go so far before they recede again. Before getting on the right meds, the waves knocked me down and put me under water. I'm sure meditation is also helping with this. I want this to hold up until Friday so that I don't go crazy and act self destructive again. It's good to feel not so crazy for a while.