It's close to 3am and my mind won't slow down. This may sound strange but what helps a person whom has lost their traditional faith. I lost my brother last October and nothing eases my sou. Such searing pain runs straight to my heart. it is forever broken and nothing will ever be the same..I think humans have to come back until we reach a certain level, then we are done. We are all energy that never dies. I hope their is no heartache then. I'm so bummed.