Sorry to hear this Andromeda.  Hope things get better in 2020. 

😥 I'm so sorry, Andromeda. Does it help to talk about it?

  My boyfriend`s mother went alone in the mountain and we lost contact with her this November. He went to search her with Mountain rescuers, but they found her dead after four days of searching and he is so depressed right now. Im trying to help him, but I feel really bad for her too. I lived in their apartment last three months and I liked her a lot. She liked me too. But now everything is ruined again. Every time I think that maybe things will be fine, something is ruined again.

That is unbelievable.  So sorry to hear this. Take time to grieve and my condolences. 

Andromeda, that is awful. 😢 I'm so sorry. I hope you and your boyfriend can lean on each other through this difficult time. We are here to listen and support you. Sending care to you. 

My condolences, A.  

(I've written more in an e-mail...)

When you're anxious or tense, your body releases a hormone called cortisol. This amps up your feeling of hunger. Many people under stress also crave foods high in sugar, fat, or both. It may be your body's attempt to "shut off" the part of your brain that causes you to worry. I hope you find peace and feel better.