Well, that word, "growth", always makes me think of my evil twin sister, maligNancy ... But it's the good kind that's happening to me. It just seems to be taking its sweet time.
I went out to the Go club last night, and that was fine, but when I got home, I was too wired to want to sleep. So anyway, I shot all my good intentions from (just yesterday?), stayed in bed and ran out without a shower, and still have to stay late at work.
But it won't defeat me. I'll go right back to my Tai Ch'i tonight, and getting up and all. Everyone has relapses; the trick is to start one more time than you quit (the reverse for addictions, of course). So hey, if I can't do it myself, I can't recommend it to others.