Couldn't sleep again. I faltered a bit on the dish washing the past few days. And the living room is dirtier than ever. Our neighbor's kids were just there this evening and my daughter had a great time with them. I didn't try to straighten up afterward, because I had a feeling that I wouldn't be able to finish, and I didn't want that. It was either I do it or I don't do it at all. Perhaps it's another sign of my OCD.
Later after I look around this forum, I might decide to clean up, if I still can't sleep.