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September 21, 2009


OCDmom

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I went to Mass last night. As the priest was delivering the homily I thought about my family, my parents, brothers and sister and how lucky I am to have them. Then the tears started to fall. But it wasn't tears of joy. It was tears of self-pity and fear that one day all of them will be gone. And where will I be? Will I be able to stand on my own by then? What will happen to my little girl?

And I'm afraid of failing. Failing my child, failing my husband.

I tried my best to concentrate on the Mass and focus on God, trying to communicate with him with my mind and my whole being. Help me, please. I don't want to be afraid anymore.

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Hi OCDmom,

hope that you feel better soon. im sorry for all your worries, and hope that soon things will work out for you, and your family. i wish for you to have a happy life, filled with joy and laughter and i hope that your dreams reach you soon, and put an end to your tears.

please take care hun, and i hope you have a good day.

Jj

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