I live my life on the verge of panic every day. My adrenaline is wearing me out. Now for a time I am able to clearly see how it is a waste of time and energy to constantly worry and fret over things that have not even happened yet. Naturally I am unable to express my thoughts as usual. The constant headaches are wearisome. Whether I want to worry or not my mind and body take over and I am just along for the ride.
I wish I could put to words all of my thoughts.