A tragedy that made me cry
Today is the day that I decided to make my whole home look clean and welcoming and I had a good night sleep so as to have the energy and fun to do it. But they say that you shouldn't leave for tomorrow what you can do today. So today I woke up before my alarm clock waked me up. The phone rang. It was my mom. Then I saw a message that said not to forget to call her. So I called her before I even woke up.
In the island she and dad lives and I grew up, a tragedy has occured last night, but she said she prefered to tell me in the morning cause she knows how sensitive I am.. In the island she and dad lives, and I grew up, a family we know, were just destroyed yesterday. A very good, very peacefull family. I couldn't believe it. I opened the internet and though I opened the news I didn't want to look. I looked about Haiti (I know THAT is a disaster!) and other stuff but eventually I clicked on it.
The older son (aged 22) killed the young (18) with a knife. At first I wanted to believe he is not killed. Then I saw it in internet and I knew it's just the hope you feel when you hear something you don't want to believe. It's not that I actually have spoken to the kids, it's I always thought they are such a nice family. I still believe they are...but no now they are a destroyed family.
The two boys quarelled as news said (I assume from the ages and the location that happened that they were living together in the city for studies. Quarells is something common when 2 brothers/sisters have to live alone and manage together the responsibilities of adult life). The youngest said something to morally abuse the elder one. The elder grubbed a knife and then he tried to sueside but he didn't manage. His father (his father is an angel, I am so sory for him-I don't even want to imagine how he feels) found him wondering in the big city roads hours later and persuaded him to surrender to the police.
You can't imagine how sorry I am. I wish the little kid could live again-I know it is impossible!
Mostly I remember the face of the "killer" though and I remember that his brother looked like him. It's funny, I can't believe he deserves to be called a killer. I really have good feelings for this kid. I don't know who to feel more sorry for. Him, his brother, his parents? I can't imagine their parents grief. They have not one reason to feel the tragedy. First for the son who is gone forever. Then for the son who has destroyed his life in a blink of an eye. His record now is spoiled and he is not even underage to have a better treatment from the judges. Then for the fact that his own son is that person who did it to the other son. I don't know how they can handle this. Feel sorry for the eldest son, or anger against him? Or both?
I definately (of course not in the same extend) feel sorry for both kids and the fact that he is going to jail, and after years the whole island, his whole life will show him in the road and say "look at the murderer". Sorry for the other kid who is the ultimate victim and he has only lived for 18 years? Sorry for the parents who I like so much and I don't like the fact that they have to get through all this?
I am crying again as I write to you.
Oh! That's a very nice day to prepare a birthday party!
Sorry for the "black" post today, it's just that blogs are about reality and that new is hunting my day.
Positive thought of the day?
"I respect and love life and that energy attracts others who are openhearted and loveable like me"
Yeah, right!
Anyway, it is supposed to be a bet with myself to have positive thoughts all year through. At least I can force me to write them down.
Take care all of you!
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