It's not that I'm not grateful that I have work. I'm just not used to having this much stress in my life. And it doesn't help to know that a lot of people at work get sick from one reason or another. One time I had diarrhea while at work. I had to get permission from my supervisor to log out of my computer system before I went to the toilet. But by the time I arrived it was too late...Yep, I had "an accident". The bright side was, at least I only soiled my panties, and I was able to wash them and dry them (with the hand dryer) and wear them later in the shift. It reminded me of my high school days when I got diarrhea right around examination week. The difference was I had more control back then...

Hi Anne

hope your ok hun, its murphies law that your days off work go faster than they do during work hours.

hope the stress eases for your soon,

miss ya hun

take care

sue

Well its Saturday here in the United States. I keep praying and waiting for the sun to come out so I can go out to play.

I just read your comment about asking permission to go to the bathroom and then having to log out of your computer before going whereby it created an accident.

I believe that people show up in our lives to teach us things. And I want to seek part time employment. I want to go back to work.

But if I had to ask could I go to the bathroom I would quit my job.

I had a job before where this overbearing controlling woman wanted us to raise our hand an ask could we use the bathroom.

I never would do it.

I would get it from my desk let her know that I was about to use the bathroom and I would be right back.

It use to kinda piss her off but I'm not a slave nor a 3 yr old child.

BUT I'm listening and respecting you and I'm going to try some things your way. I won't rock the boat. I will follow the rules suck it up shut my mouth and just do the job.

Cause normally I quit less than a month I have no patience I use to but now I don't.

But I admire & respect you so I'm listening.

Have a good weekend.

Vicki

Hi, Vicki, thanks so much for your message.

I guess I'm just doing what I have to do. I have a family to feed, and even though I want to stay at home and sleep, so far I haven't let my family down, because I'm still there working.