I've been complaining about the job non-stop. So why haven't I quit yet? Because I'm scared. I'm scared that if I leave this job I won't have another break like this again. I'm scared that my husband won't be able to find a job. I'm scared that I'll screw up my daughter's future. But I don't want to keep the job just because I'm scared. Wait a minute, I don't think I will last that long for that reason either. Idk, I'm just as clueless as ever. Life is so hard.