I'm not doing so good right now.....I'm depressed, and I don't want to do anything. I am just sitting here, worried about how I'm going to fix it all, but, I have no motivation to do any of it. What's the point?
My sane part is thinking things aren't that bad right now, and then I argue, "If things aren't so bad, why do I feel like this?"
The only answer is that there is something wrong with me.
Which makes me sad...makes it worse.
I need help. He needs to wake up soon because I don't know how much longer I'll be able to deal with this alone.
He's going to get sick of me running to him everytime I'm upset over no reason.