(@TBD) To be honest, it's not something I ever thought would happen for me, but it saved my life (sanity) in many ways. Having kids is a blessing, and it does change your priorities for the most part. But physical insecurities have a sneaky way of creeping back into the old fish bowl and sabotaging what should be no-brainer happy moments. If I'm honest, it's a daily struggle to deal with old childhood memories and nagging repetitive thoughts of victimisation etc. But I love my boys, they make me feel like I'm here for a reason and make me so proud. I just hope they don't ever have to go through this bullshit, I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. It's not easy being a man, it's tiresome and monotonous. It's all testosterone and lies with a bullshit finish.