Obsolete Posted December 25, 2016 Report Share Posted December 25, 2016 I'm not a man. I'm a boy , and not a very smart one at that. For whatever reason I lied about having a girlfriend to impress a guy that I haven't even been friends with all that long. The hell I did that for I have no clue. I'm pissed with myself. What am I in highschool? There's absolutely no good reason why I did that. I deserve to feel like a fucking idiot, because I am. Another thing is I was reminded why I don't go out tonight, because again, I proved myself to be a complete flop in a social setting. Fuck I'm a complete embarrassment . I don't know shit, I ain't shit, and I probably will never amount to anything. In short, I'm a lying idiot and there's no hope for me. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Obsolete Posted December 25, 2016 Author Report Share Posted December 25, 2016 14 minutes ago, TinyBlackDick said: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Klingsor Posted December 25, 2016 Report Share Posted December 25, 2016 Hi tbd, sorry you feel down man.I understand your words very well because I sail that same boat quite often. I have no useful advice for you. My family are dying and all I can do is stand and watch because when I could've been earning money the last 7-8 years I fucked it all up and destroyed my goddamn life by myself. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Klingsor Posted December 25, 2016 Report Share Posted December 25, 2016 The only thing that matters is what *you* want to amount to. Obstacles to this can be frustrating and mind breaking. Obsolete 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Obsolete Posted December 25, 2016 Author Report Share Posted December 25, 2016 42 minutes ago, Pax said: Hi tbd, sorry you feel down man.I understand your words very well because I sail that same boat quite often. I have no useful advice for you. My family are dying and all I can do is stand and watch because when I could've been earning money the last 7-8 years I fucked it all up and destroyed my goddamn life by myself. Thanks man. I just feel completely stupid and I probably am. I have given up on many things in life because of this feeling that I did not develop well mentally from my teenage years. I'm sorry about your family problems man I honestly don't know what to say. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
IrmaJean Posted December 25, 2016 Report Share Posted December 25, 2016 TBD, I'm sorry you're feeling so harsh with yourself right now. @Pax It can be painful watching people we love age and struggle with their health. :'( I'm sorry you are feeling regret about the past. I hope you can walk forward with hope for the future. And I hope you can remember that Klingsor needs your care too. Wishing both of you a brighter 2017. Obsolete 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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