Gabi30 Posted September 18, 2022 Report Share Posted September 18, 2022 So i am 16f and I am really scared right know. I think I have ocd. I made some mistakes when I was a child and teenager. I was never attraction to my own pierce. never had crush on childeren. I think I had intrusive through when i was 11 year old.when I was 13/14 I thought i was attractive to a teenager. Then I avoided every child or teenager on social media.i still had some triggers but never had crush or want to do smothing. Ok so in May I was at shop with my mom I was horny.there was a child.i looked it and had sexual thought about the child. And I panickt.i just forgot the thought.in end July I remembered the thought. Now 2 months panicking. In August there was 5 days that I was okay and I played. With some family friend who are like 11 and 6 and I was okay.but then I remembered the mistakes I made and here go. Now if I look at a child, I have intrusive through,false attraction,false arousal.false memories,intrusive feeling,intrusive urge and my heart beat super fast.+groinal response. Please help me. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LaLa Posted September 20, 2022 Report Share Posted September 20, 2022 Hi, Gabi, welcome! I'm sorry I don't have enough time to write more, but I hope this will be helpful enough: - I'm sure this explanation also fits the kinds of thoughts you (and so many other people!!!) describe: https://youtu.be/QlG6ynbhQp0?t=112 - Here is one of the websites about this kind of OCD: https://psychcentral.com/ocd/am-i-a-monster-common-features-of-pedophilia-ocd If rationally realising that you are not a pedophile doesn't help, then seeking help for OCD would be a good idea. I wish you good luck and am looking forward to your reply. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gabi30 Posted September 20, 2022 Author Report Share Posted September 20, 2022 Hi can I massage you? I have some questions? Is it okay? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LaLa Posted September 20, 2022 Report Share Posted September 20, 2022 Hi, Yes, you can send me a private message; no problem. I am just not sure when I'll have time to reply, so don't worry if it takes time... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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