AndreaB Posted December 17, 2009 Report Share Posted December 17, 2009 Right now i'm very suicidal i want to check myself into a clinic but if i do i'll be in the same situation i'm in now when i get out. I really need help i don't want to hurt myself does anyone no of anything i can do? I'm scared that if i go to the hospital when i get out i'll just hurt myself and i don't want to do that...but at this point death is all i think about.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SweetSue Posted December 17, 2009 Report Share Posted December 17, 2009 Andrea,Hun im sorry your feeling so low. Seriously if things are getting too much for you to cope with and you are very suicidal, then please get yourself down to the hospital. Andrea, they will be able to help get you through this. You may not feel suicidal or want to hurt yourself after there support, but one things certain, if you are feeling like things are becoming overwhelming in this way, the safest place for you right now is at the hospital.I know its scarey to seek out the help you need, but sometimes its kinda essential, this is one of those times hun. It cant hurt to try, and it could help you.please take caresue Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
IrmaJean Posted December 17, 2009 Report Share Posted December 17, 2009 Andrea, take a deep breath and call 911 or go check yourself into a hospital right away. We don't want to lose you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AndreaB Posted December 18, 2009 Author Report Share Posted December 18, 2009 thank you for concern I feel better there is an outpatient treatment center I can go to that I can check myself in and out of I'm going to do that this week end. I just don't want to go to the hospital because I have to work anf I need the money. My health has been coming last for a while. I want to get better I just don't have the support I need Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SweetSue Posted December 18, 2009 Report Share Posted December 18, 2009 We are all here for you Andrea, and will support you all we can. I really hope that you get the help you need this weekend hun. we all care about you and hope things go ok take caresue Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
stevec Posted December 18, 2009 Report Share Posted December 18, 2009 Andrea-Hope the outpatient center was a help. Please keep reaching out.Steve Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest ASchwartz Posted December 18, 2009 Report Share Posted December 18, 2009 Hi Andrea,How have things worked out for you? Did you go to the clinic? I would have suggested you go to the hospital and check in. Afterwards, your situation would not be the same as before because you would no longer be suicidal. No matter how difficult life gets, we can handle things unless our energy is so low that we become suicidal. We do not want to lose you and I hope you have gotten some good help.Please update us.Allan Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JustTrying Posted December 18, 2009 Report Share Posted December 18, 2009 Hon.... you sound alot like me... wants to die but doesn't either.... If we truely WANT to die we would not ask for help.... but I feel like when I ask for help I am expecting way too much... someone to fix it....and I feel undeserving...... I am having a hard time this holiday season... like ALL holiday seasons.....I am use to this but the mental health people want o have me commited..... GOOD LUCK..... as long as they cannot prove I am a danger to myself or to others they cannot hav me committed.... I will make it through this holiday.....PM me and I will give you my number or call you... I don't think you really want to dieJT Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
AndreaB Posted December 20, 2009 Author Report Share Posted December 20, 2009 thank you all for your concern I appreciate it . I did not commit myself this weekend I feel better but I know its not going to last long. I hope I can make it through the holiday season. :confused: I'm all over the place now with stress and everything. I see my therapist tuesday I hope I can hold out til then. I always say I want to go to the hospital I just be so scared to do it I've been there once without my consent and to go there again is really scary for me. I'm at a lost with everything it seems I'll keep you all updated Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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