pokets Posted February 27, 2010 Report Share Posted February 27, 2010 I am at my lowest ive been for a couple of months, the self harm has increased dramatically, i feel hurt inside so am taking handfulls of painkillers wenerver the hurt gets to badf my main thought is to walk off with a bottle of vodka and pills and sit next to the train line and see wot happens. Ive been asked if i want to go into hospital by my nurse and gp i said NO, but they want me to be seen by shrink asap can they force me to go coz of self injury, its my body...and i hate it......... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mscat Posted February 27, 2010 Report Share Posted February 27, 2010 Hi Joeanne, Hey , u know I care about what happens to you very much . I think you are very kind and good hearted person . It makes me feel very badly that you are suffering right now and not doing well. As hard it is may be seeing a PDOC is in your best interest. Self injury is serious , and I have personal experience with it going way too far on myself. In your post , iMHO, u seem very sucidal , which concerns me the most . If you do need to go to the mental hospital for a short time to stabilize your moods and "take a break" from the outside world , it is not as bad as you may be feeling and thinking. Please consider the oportunity to allow others to help you , again I DO NOT want to see anything horrific happen to you . Your to kind and nice to end your life . Even if it is all about SI , SI can become deadly. Please let others help you . Consider it as a turning point , and to become more stable then a negative reason to go if you have to feel better and keep yourself safe from harming yourself to the point of no return. Much love, Cathy Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pokets Posted February 27, 2010 Author Report Share Posted February 27, 2010 Thanku cath...I dont know where to turn my head is jumbled up mess of memories triggers and pure hate of my self, i am sick of having these blips as they call them , and sick of the battling trying to get myself to a point that only lasts awhile this cant be life, well not as i want it, thanku for caring n understanding where i come from so few know....All i can say now is, i am not sure , but u look after yourself and get well and look after your beautiful son,much lovejo x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
finding my way Posted February 28, 2010 Report Share Posted February 28, 2010 pokets, can we help? Is there any way to go easier on you? This stuff is so hard to do alone. We are here, jo. I hope things go a little better today! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
mscat Posted March 1, 2010 Report Share Posted March 1, 2010 Thanku cath...I dont know where to turn my head is jumbled up mess of memories triggers and pure hate of my self, i am sick of having these blips as they call them , and sick of the battling trying to get myself to a point that only lasts awhile this cant be life, well not as i want it, thanku for caring n understanding where i come from so few know....All i can say now is, i am not sure , but u look after yourself and get well and look after your beautiful son,much lovejo xJO , that is not going to work , being nice and understanding about me.... Because this is NOT ABOUT ME , sweet dear . I am worried about you and what happens to you !!! Let people in so they can help you , please their are people who care. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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