Willpower Posted November 19, 2011 Report Share Posted November 19, 2011 This is the first time I've asked for help or advice here on this forum. In terms of my personal progress, I continue to make strides, but outside factors have turned against me and today I feel worse than I have in months.Long story short a girl that made herself available to me for basic cuddling has said she doesn't want to do that anymore. So now I am without anyone to be 'close' to. I've still never had a girlfriend, and I have a very limited number of friends (and none are available for anything right now, if ever).What is painful is the regression, the 'losing' of something I had, beyond just being lonely. I was out just last night to be with friends, but I didn't really get much enjoyment out of it.It's possible that chemical-based depression is affecting me, I don't know. All I know is I feel incredible despair and I just want to give up on everything. Despite that feeling I know that isn't an immediate danger. A lot of the things I used to enjoy haven't done it for me in recent months, but I thought that was because I was diversifying (that may be true), but all I know is right now I don't have anyone or anything to obviously improve my mood. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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